I Wish

I wish I could go back in time and give myself a talking to. Maybe then I could have prevented the fear and insecurity from taking over and I wouldn’t be without you now, wondering from afar if you’re happy, and if I ever cross your mind. You cross mine every day. If I could have one wish come true it would be to get one more chance to fix what I broke with us, and to fix what broke inside me when I ruined everything. However, if that’s not in the cards for me, I wish for you to be happy more than anything and to reach every goal you’ve set for yourself. I know you’re strong and you can do anything you put your mind to, and I will always be rooting for you and cheering you on in my heart.

I wish

I wish I didn’t believe in love.

I wish

I wish for someone to love me enough to call me on my bullshit and still be there for me the next day.

I wish

I wish that Maggie Smith were in my life, cause she’s awesome.

I wish

I wish I could take you sailing.

I wish

I wish I could sleep well, just once.

I wish

I could quit you. But each time I try, we get closer. It’s a horrible cycle that I’m stuck in.

I wish..

I’d told you how much I loved you while I had you, and now I’ll never get the chance.

I wish I had you back for one more day.

I want to not have to move out of state to marry him and have that marriage recognized.